有时候想说话的时候没有人倾听
不想说话的时候却有人愿意听了
网络让许多人都变得疏远, 像隔着一层隔音玻璃, 或者对着墙壁说话
怎么说怎么听
当一个人在一百公里以外, 在别的省市, 在地球的另一端
但是... 我在说我在听吗?
这应该就是寂寞
妈妈你要好起来!
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Saturday, January 1, 2011
2010
Procrastination sets in. I wanted to write this sooner, but things or laziness always gets in the way.
2010 came and gone.
I graduated.
I moved back to a place I was familiar with. But it wasn't all that familiar in the end.
Life moves on. Still a lot more time left to go.
Oh, I have 微博 now. http://t.sina.com/returners
2010 came and gone.
I graduated.
I moved back to a place I was familiar with. But it wasn't all that familiar in the end.
Life moves on. Still a lot more time left to go.
Oh, I have 微博 now. http://t.sina.com/returners
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Chapter 5.3 End
Chapter 5.3
I'm fallen into a lull, I know what I want to write but... I don't really know how to go about doing it.
These days I've been meeting friends, doing chores, packing, meeting friends., learning to drive. I guess I want to make my life as productive as I can.
I was looking through the photos I've taken, well, those that I still have all these years. Pictures of places I've been, food I've eaten... and most importantly people I've met and loved.
It was then I realize just how fragile relationships can be, and no, I'm not even talking about love.
Friends that were with you a year ago might be accquaintances now. People that call you their "best friend" might not answer your messages. There are people who just fade out simply because of the distances between them and you. People move on, including me.
Regardless, I've made some shitty choices and in turn burnt a lot of bridges. Most of them was me being scared and running away from them, that was my defense mechnism from people that I couldn't face anymore.
For that, I'm sorry.
I like to think that I've done all I wanted to do, at least those I can think of.
Up the CN tower, watched a few Blue Jays games, watched one Raptors game, watched no leafs game, went to lakeshore, went to Eaton centre, stood outside the AGO, went to chinatown, went to koreantown (yonge & finch), laughed at the thought of going to the children's musuem.
Failed a course, 100 a course, 80 a course playing Pokemon in the back. Not paying a library fine for 2 years. Overnight in DC, overnight in MC.
I thank all my friends, my close friends, my accquaintances.
Tomorrow marks the start of something new. 5 chapters, 5 years.
See you guys on the other side.
I'm fallen into a lull, I know what I want to write but... I don't really know how to go about doing it.
These days I've been meeting friends, doing chores, packing, meeting friends., learning to drive. I guess I want to make my life as productive as I can.
I was looking through the photos I've taken, well, those that I still have all these years. Pictures of places I've been, food I've eaten... and most importantly people I've met and loved.
It was then I realize just how fragile relationships can be, and no, I'm not even talking about love.
Friends that were with you a year ago might be accquaintances now. People that call you their "best friend" might not answer your messages. There are people who just fade out simply because of the distances between them and you. People move on, including me.
Regardless, I've made some shitty choices and in turn burnt a lot of bridges. Most of them was me being scared and running away from them, that was my defense mechnism from people that I couldn't face anymore.
For that, I'm sorry.
I like to think that I've done all I wanted to do, at least those I can think of.
Up the CN tower, watched a few Blue Jays games, watched one Raptors game, watched no leafs game, went to lakeshore, went to Eaton centre, stood outside the AGO, went to chinatown, went to koreantown (yonge & finch), laughed at the thought of going to the children's musuem.
Failed a course, 100 a course, 80 a course playing Pokemon in the back. Not paying a library fine for 2 years. Overnight in DC, overnight in MC.
I thank all my friends, my close friends, my accquaintances.
Tomorrow marks the start of something new. 5 chapters, 5 years.
See you guys on the other side.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Quiet
There are times when you want to find peace and quiet but just can't find the place.
Now that I'm here, there isn't anything left for me to sit there and brood over.
I'm left with decisions I've made, decisions I can't change.
"有时候, 有时候, 我会相信一切有尽头, 相聚离开都有时候, 没有什么会永垂不朽."
"走吧, 走吧, 人总要学着自己长大, 走吧, 走吧, 人生难免经历苦痛挣扎."
呵呵, 最后还是回想起老歌...
我在这里 08/05/2010 Lake Louise. 天气晴.
Now that I'm here, there isn't anything left for me to sit there and brood over.
I'm left with decisions I've made, decisions I can't change.
"有时候, 有时候, 我会相信一切有尽头, 相聚离开都有时候, 没有什么会永垂不朽."
"走吧, 走吧, 人总要学着自己长大, 走吧, 走吧, 人生难免经历苦痛挣扎."
呵呵, 最后还是回想起老歌...
我在这里 08/05/2010 Lake Louise. 天气晴.
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