Sunday, July 18, 2021
Saturday, July 17, 2021
Won't Even Start - David Choi
渐渐 - 赵薇
搞笑 - 罗志祥
Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne
失忆的金鱼 - 杨丞琳
Happier - Ed Sheeran
就让这首歌 - 张震岳
冰雨 - 刘德华
眼泪的名字 - 谢安琪
Consequences - Camila Cabello
참 쓰다 - Lee Ming Jung
Everyone feels sad in their own way.
In that sense, you tend to gravitate to the songs that speak to you.
Sunday, June 20, 2021
Father's Day wasn't something that was in my lexicon for the longest time when I was young. These days it carries a little more weight, though it's not official celebrated.
There are two songs that remind me of dads in general. 1 in English, 1 in Chinese.
This song is in the perspective of a father giving his son some advice.
I actually heard it first in Guardians of The Galaxy Vol. 2, at the end.
Guardians Vol. 2 deals with family and what it means to be family. Lindsay Ellis has a great video essay here.
I couldn't really focus at the song at the end with my initial viewing, but the scene with the song was always very moving. As with the original soundtrack, I bought it and started listening to it.
Then again, this song never really got to me until more recently, after I talked more with my dad.
I think it's always going to be a complex relationship with fathers, be it the ones that are present, or the ones that aren't there.
“How can I try to explain?
'Cause when I do, he turns away again
It's always been the same, same old story
From the moment I could talk, I was ordered to listen
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away
I know, I have to go”
有幸运的 成为知己 有不幸的 只能是甲乙”
“Reminiscing is actually not the theme of this song
I believe it's not just me that find recollections draining
Between two men, it's extremely likely that the only thing you share is that you look alike
Lucky ones become confidants, unlucky ones are mere passersby”
Saturday, June 12, 2021
Don't know why I'm bad at this, uh
I know it's a habit of mine
Perfect, perfect timing
I ruined it before it began, oh
Last night was the last night of my past life
Got me here like you could never figure me out
Last night was the last time, was the last time
I never let you figure me out
Sitting here, talking to myself
Thinking how I used to use you
Only thing I'm used to
Last night was the last time, was the last time, woah
Gave me what I wanted when I needed it
Honestly, I mean it
You know I would feel it, I would
Monday, May 31, 2021
He set a direction in this GPS for home.
Wait, is there still light out? He looked at his watch, 8:30, there's still time perhaps.
Updating his destination, he started driving.
It was already very dark when he got there, almost.
He walked up the hill, he didn't expect there to be the overgrown trees, though to be fair the last time he was here was in winter.
At the spot where he took the last picture, this time there's more people, with drinks and music.
He misses the peace and quiet, but definitely not the cold.
Still, he found a spot and sat down.
He had missed it. Though the city lights are starting to make up for it, a different scene than what he expected to see.
Walking back down the hill, some mini fireworks started from up top. Seems like the people are compensating for the lack of real fireworks. The sound reflects from across the valley, seemingly doubling the amount that's actually there.
Heh. So many things running through his head.