Wednesday, May 15, 2019

Playlist/播放列表: 5 Stages - Bargaining

Bargaining (讨价还价)
Stay With Me - Sam Smith
好心分手 - 卢巧音 & 王力宏
We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
不要对他说 - 张信哲
我不想忘记你 - 郭静
The Heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez
When I Was Your Man - Bruno Mars
当爱已成往事 - 林忆莲 & 李宗盛
给我一首歌的时间 - 周杰伦
倒带 - 蔡依林

Denial and Anger are closely linked. Often there are overlaps, even relapse.

The next two are attached to the hip as well.

Thinking of the what could have been... would everything have been different if you just put in more effort, said something, did something, didn't do something.

All of the doubts come racing onto the surface. 
This is the beginning of the end, the internal pain starts.

Everything hurts.


Monday, April 29, 2019

Playlist/播放列表: 5 Stages - Anger

Anger (愤怒)
IDGAF - Dua Lipa
Love the Way You Lie (feat. Rihanna) - Eminem
In Pieces - Linkin Park
Sorry - Beyoncé
我以为 - 品冠
Are You Happy Now - Michelle Branch
Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake
爱的初体验 - 张震岳
Rolling In the Deep - Adele

This is the second stage.
Where you start to realize this is not a dream. This is real.

Anger casts a wide net.
Everything comes crashing down, the hate, the rage, the resentment.

Hating yourself, how did I let it get to this step.
Hating others, how could he/she/they do this to me.

Whatever, I don't need them. Screw them.


Saturday, April 20, 2019

Playlist/播放列表: 5 Stages - Denial

Denial (否认)
1. So What - P!nk
2. Don't Wanna Know (feat. Kendrick Lamar) - Maroon 5
3. It Ain't Me - Kygo & Selena Gomez
4. Treat You Better - Shawn Mendes
5. 我们说好的 - 张靓颖
6. 最后的风度 - 罗志祥
7 . 我不难过 - 孙燕姿

1st stage of grief.
The amazement of everything failing apart so quickly.
The alleged confidence that everything is going to be fine.
The I don't have time for this right now.

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This has been something that I had worked on ~7 years ago. Picking this up now and trying to consolidate this list again, with new songs that are now in my song library.