友情

一个人在一身中,　能遇到多少人.

在这些人当中,　又有多少能成为朋友.

在这些朋友里,　有多少能成为好朋友,　让你能与他们分享你的秘密,　心情,　你的喜怒哀乐,　悲欢离合.



珍惜朋友.

希望你早日好起来.

_______________________


缘分这东西.

2009

2009年:
你21了.
你去了一个你想去的地方.
你感受了亲情.
你回到了你的童年.
你单独旅行了.
你co-op结束了.

你工作时不认真, 做功课时开小差.
你想过自己的方向, 自己的未来.

你闪躲, 你逃避.

你没有控制自己.
你心痛, 也安慰朋友的心痛.
你开始懂了.

你结识了朋友.
你与好朋友分享快乐.

你哭, 你笑.


你不想多说话.



2010:
?

我不是一个写resolution的人. 有时候写了觉得是自己骗自己. 只要自己心里知道该怎么做就可以了.

Some thoughts

"If you are someone who blogs, remember to write something down when you are happy, not only when you are sad or lonely. Cause when you're flipping through the pages when you're feeling down, you will remember not only the sad things, but also the happy things. People remember too much of the sad things, and just let the happy things slip away."



每天晚上回家的路上我都会路过这棵树.

虽然不是真的, 但是我不知为何每天站在同样的地点, 停留同样的一分钟, 拍同样的一张照片.


这好像是我目前唯一的一个不变值吧.

当然, 这样的生活也要就此结束了. 不再7点起床, 不再每天花时间在公车上睡觉, 看书, 玩游戏, 不能再与同事聊天, co-op吃饭. 呵呵, 有时候繁琐的事情, 当真的不见了, 还是会怀念的啊.

变, 变, 变.
走, 走, 走.

知道自己应该习惯, 可是又在习惯了之后问自己当初是怎么习惯的. 麻木了吗? 我的人生就在4个月4个月的来回交替. 现在又4个月要过去了.

想想自己为什么会在树前停留, 是美吗? 是平静吗? 我也没想明白.


心里感到平静吧. 在赶着回家的人群中, 花一分钟停在一棵圣诞树下, 还是挺不错的.


Song: Marchin On [Remix] (feat. Timbaland) - OneRepublic

Music & Scrubs

Scrubs is returning to television for its 9th season!

I sometimes wondered why I got hooked on Scrubs. My first episode I ever watched was "My Own Private Practice Guy" on a Westjet flight on route from Toronto to Vancouver. This clip was the one that made me laugh so hard on the plane... even when it was 8am in the morning.



I always wanted to watch the whole series over all the seasons, which at that point season 6 just wrapped up. Thankfully, I had Matt, who I found out through coincidence, is a Scrubs fan as well. He had with him DVDs of Seasons 1-4.

That December holiday was subsequently spent watching this hilarious comedy. Well, that and playing Call of Duty 4, I don't think I set foot outside that whole holiday. I didn't want to go outside. That had hurt so much.

But enough of that, over the seasons there were songs that stuck to me. Songs from indie bands that I had never heard of before. It was through Scrubs that I heard the bands "Five for Fighting", "Finger Eleven", and solo artists Rhett Miller. Yup, the first time I heard "How to save a life" was from Scrubs. Not Grey's Anatomy.

Here are some memorable moments I loved throughout the 8 seasons:
Happy
Song: Good Time - Leroy


Song: More Than A Feeling - Boston


Song: Kung Fu Fighting - Carl Douglas


Song: Don't Stop Believin' - Journey
This episode is actually titled "My Journey".


Song: Hey Julie - Fountains of Wayne
Just watch, and listen to the lyrics.


Song: All of the words - Kutless
Carla is finally pregnant after trying for so long.


Song: Screw You - Theodore Buckland & Stephanie Gooch


Song: Hey Ya - Theodore Buckland (Ted for short)


Sad
Song: Hold On Hope - Guided by Voices
Ben (Cox's brother is diagnosed with leukemia)


Song: Winter - Josh Radin


Song: Tell Her This - Del Amitri
J.D. realizes that he actually wants more with Elliot. But...


Song: Cindy - Tammany Hall NYC
J.D. going to see Elliot because her boyfriend just left.


Song: How to save a life - The Fray
Cox accidentally kills 3 patients.



Not only these songs, but Scrubs has a musical episode in Season 6 titled "My Musical". Highly recommended.


Scrubs has been with me for a long time. It has comedy with pieces of drama. Maybe its the "moral of the story" style of story telling that has me hooked, or maybe its the emotional fragility of characters.

I haven't even listed the laugh out loud moments that I loved. I love this series.

People all have times of weakness. Just as the title song suggests...

"I'm no Superman".

Chapter 4: 21 on 21

I remember a very long time ago, when I just got to Singapore. There was this show on television that I would watch about a gas station. The gas station's daughter whom I believed was 16 in the show. She would often complain about not being able to do this or that. Money constraints, freedom constraints. Her dad would always reply with the same thing "wait till you're 21!" And she'll storm off.

At that time I wondered what I would be when I was 21, and how "magical" it would be. Granted I didn't understand what "money" constraints were, what "freedom's" I don't have. It was more of the idea that when I turned 21, everything would be much happier, or much easier.

I look back now and I could only smile and laugh at myself then.

I didn't understand why a lot of my friends were throwing lavish parties, renting places even to do that. And I just thought to myself, is turning 21 that big of a deal? I don't know, I just didn't feel it.

I was scared, really I was. And as I'm sitting here writing this, I had just recovered from a really bad headache that I had to take an half-day off work. The day before my 21st. No its definitely not the scare part, but definitely the being old part. But no, its not like when the clock passes 12, something dramatic is going to happen to your body, there isn't going to be mutation on your body that turns you into an adult (at least I hope not).

As I look back to all of the things that have happened around/to me, there were things that I took away from that I would possibly never forget.

There are things that you have to give up, but not want to.
You learn take what you can get.
Rule #33: Enjoy the little things

I don't have much to say either way. If there was one thing I realize, is that there isn't a lot of things that I can put in words. Experience, isn't something you get by reading.

很多事情.
过去的, 回味着, 错过的, 做错了.
走过的路, 吃过的饭, 说过的话, 交过的朋友, 爱过的人.
所恨的, 所爱的, 所恋的, 所谓的.


身活不会再那么平凡, 不会那么消遥自在. 责任不会变少.
这或许是21的意义.



3年前的18岁已是好久的事情了. 他们各自开心就好了啦:



从当初的"不想懂得"到现在的"开始懂了".

快乐是选择.
(Happiness, is a choice)