Procrastination sets in. I wanted to write this sooner, but things or laziness always gets in the way.
2010 came and gone.
I graduated.
I moved back to a place I was familiar with. But it wasn't all that familiar in the end.
Life moves on. Still a lot more time left to go.
Oh, I have 微博 now. http://t.sina.com/returners
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Chapter 5.3 End
Chapter 5.3
I'm fallen into a lull, I know what I want to write but... I don't really know how to go about doing it.
These days I've been meeting friends, doing chores, packing, meeting friends., learning to drive. I guess I want to make my life as productive as I can.
I was looking through the photos I've taken, well, those that I still have all these years. Pictures of places I've been, food I've eaten... and most importantly people I've met and loved.
It was then I realize just how fragile relationships can be, and no, I'm not even talking about love.
Friends that were with you a year ago might be accquaintances now. People that call you their "best friend" might not answer your messages. There are people who just fade out simply because of the distances between them and you. People move on, including me.
Regardless, I've made some shitty choices and in turn burnt a lot of bridges. Most of them was me being scared and running away from them, that was my defense mechnism from people that I couldn't face anymore.
For that, I'm sorry.
I like to think that I've done all I wanted to do, at least those I can think of.
Up the CN tower, watched a few Blue Jays games, watched one Raptors game, watched no leafs game, went to lakeshore, went to Eaton centre, stood outside the AGO, went to chinatown, went to koreantown (yonge & finch), laughed at the thought of going to the children's musuem.
Failed a course, 100 a course, 80 a course playing Pokemon in the back. Not paying a library fine for 2 years. Overnight in DC, overnight in MC.
I thank all my friends, my close friends, my accquaintances.
Tomorrow marks the start of something new. 5 chapters, 5 years.
See you guys on the other side.
I'm fallen into a lull, I know what I want to write but... I don't really know how to go about doing it.
These days I've been meeting friends, doing chores, packing, meeting friends., learning to drive. I guess I want to make my life as productive as I can.
I was looking through the photos I've taken, well, those that I still have all these years. Pictures of places I've been, food I've eaten... and most importantly people I've met and loved.
It was then I realize just how fragile relationships can be, and no, I'm not even talking about love.
Friends that were with you a year ago might be accquaintances now. People that call you their "best friend" might not answer your messages. There are people who just fade out simply because of the distances between them and you. People move on, including me.
Regardless, I've made some shitty choices and in turn burnt a lot of bridges. Most of them was me being scared and running away from them, that was my defense mechnism from people that I couldn't face anymore.
For that, I'm sorry.
I like to think that I've done all I wanted to do, at least those I can think of.
Up the CN tower, watched a few Blue Jays games, watched one Raptors game, watched no leafs game, went to lakeshore, went to Eaton centre, stood outside the AGO, went to chinatown, went to koreantown (yonge & finch), laughed at the thought of going to the children's musuem.
Failed a course, 100 a course, 80 a course playing Pokemon in the back. Not paying a library fine for 2 years. Overnight in DC, overnight in MC.
I thank all my friends, my close friends, my accquaintances.
Tomorrow marks the start of something new. 5 chapters, 5 years.
See you guys on the other side.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Quiet
There are times when you want to find peace and quiet but just can't find the place.
Now that I'm here, there isn't anything left for me to sit there and brood over.
I'm left with decisions I've made, decisions I can't change.
"有时候, 有时候, 我会相信一切有尽头, 相聚离开都有时候, 没有什么会永垂不朽."
"走吧, 走吧, 人总要学着自己长大, 走吧, 走吧, 人生难免经历苦痛挣扎."
呵呵, 最后还是回想起老歌...
我在这里 08/05/2010 Lake Louise. 天气晴.
Now that I'm here, there isn't anything left for me to sit there and brood over.
I'm left with decisions I've made, decisions I can't change.
"有时候, 有时候, 我会相信一切有尽头, 相聚离开都有时候, 没有什么会永垂不朽."
"走吧, 走吧, 人总要学着自己长大, 走吧, 走吧, 人生难免经历苦痛挣扎."
呵呵, 最后还是回想起老歌...
我在这里 08/05/2010 Lake Louise. 天气晴.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Timezone 2
I woke with sleepy eyes.
It was 4:30. Not a normal time to wake up by any imagination.
I made my way through the train cars, people were still asleep, wrapping up their dreams. I crept pass them carefully. No way I was waking them up and let them realize what I was going to do.
It is dark when I got to the dome car. Storm clouds was looming over. I could see a little glimmer of red at the horizon, thankfully I was not late.
I was worried though, lightning was flashing quickly in the clouds... and then it began to rain.
Ugh, I woke up for nothing.
As quickly as the rain started it stopped. The clouds were moving faster than I thought.
That red turned into bright orange, bright yellow, the clouds were colored gold. As the sun rose on my right, I looked to my left, where darkness was beginning to fade. By now, the clouds was ruining someone else's morning
I could see water towers, houses, gas stations. We should be nearing Edmonton by now.
I yawned, 5:30 was the time. I couldn't take it anymore, as I made my way back, the sun had woken up some people, most of them elderly.
Muhaha, I thought to myself with an evil laugh, and went straight back to sleep.
It was 4:30. Not a normal time to wake up by any imagination.
I made my way through the train cars, people were still asleep, wrapping up their dreams. I crept pass them carefully. No way I was waking them up and let them realize what I was going to do.
It is dark when I got to the dome car. Storm clouds was looming over. I could see a little glimmer of red at the horizon, thankfully I was not late.
I was worried though, lightning was flashing quickly in the clouds... and then it began to rain.
Ugh, I woke up for nothing.
As quickly as the rain started it stopped. The clouds were moving faster than I thought.
That red turned into bright orange, bright yellow, the clouds were colored gold. As the sun rose on my right, I looked to my left, where darkness was beginning to fade. By now, the clouds was ruining someone else's morning
I could see water towers, houses, gas stations. We should be nearing Edmonton by now.
I yawned, 5:30 was the time. I couldn't take it anymore, as I made my way back, the sun had woken up some people, most of them elderly.
Muhaha, I thought to myself with an evil laugh, and went straight back to sleep.
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